- Mood:
discontent
- Mood:
amused - Music:Warriors of the World - Manowar
Man, I'm such an idiot.
Then again, maybe this is what always happens I just usually forget.
Either way, I think I'm falling hard again.
- Mood:
depressed, among other things
Your Score: Pollyanna- INFP

So, you want to make the world a better place? Too bad it's never gonna happen.
Of all the types, you have to be one of the hardest to find fault in. You have a selfless and caring nature. You're a good listener and someone who wants to avoid conflict. You genuinely desire to do good.
Of course, these all add up to an incredibly overpowered conscience which makes you feel guilty and responsible when anything goes wrong. Of course, it MUST be your fault EVERYTIME.
Though you're constantly on a mission to find the truth, you have no use for hard facts and logic, which is a source of great confusion for those of us with brains. Despite this, in a losing argument, you're not above spouting off inaccurate fact after fact in an effort to protect your precious values.
You're most probably a perfectionist, which in this case, is a bad thing. Any group work is destined to fail because of your incredibly high standards.
Disregard what I said before. You're just easy to find fault in as everyone else!
Luckily, you're generally very hard on yourself, meaning I don't need to waste my precious time insulting you. Instead, just find all your own faults and insult yourself.
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If you want to learn more about your personality type in a slightly less negative way, check out this.
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Your Score: The Sinker
You are suicide method #1345

Dark, cold, scary and painful. You are suicide via drowning.
People have to plan a little before they come to you for help. You're not as easy to employ as some, but you spark the imagination like few other forms of relief can.
At your best, you're a pocket full of rocks and a head full of determination. At worst, you're a Baywatch castmember hellbent on saving people from making their own choices.
Only a select few have what it takes to make use of your talents, and those few don't mind a significant amount of discomfort before greeting the void.
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| Link: The Suicide Test written by _Vanity_ on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test |
- Mood:
guilty
As for me, I don't know. What is all the point in this life if everything I try to do I fail at?
I just don't know.
- Mood:
sad
There he is, Noah is getting older. Here's are some photos from the vacation to Atlanta as well as His birthday party.
Last night I had a chat with a girl I hadn't talked to in over a year. We buried the hatchet. I think that's good. Holding grudges never does anybody any good.
- Location:Work
- Mood:
calm - Music:The Cure - Anniversary
Other than that I should be pretty happy, being on a paid for and paid vacation, so to speak. That and I think I have one last hope for me and a relationship. If it doesn't work out, as I'm sure it probably won't then that'll be it for me. Then my life truly will be pointless. Just a means to it's own end. :/
Then again, I'm sure that I'm being a little over-dramatic, but what do I care?
P.S. I did have an amazing cajun grouper sandwich here as some fried oreos. If you get the chance, you should try it. Grouper is apparently one of the things that Tampa is known for.
- Location:Tampa, FL
- Mood:
cynical - Music:none
Finally got my front door installed thanks to a ton of help from Randy. There's also probably some other photos in this set that some of you may not have seen.
Oh and on an achievement note, I just hit 179 on the scale! yay! I also have finished a rough draft of a song, it's posted here: http://muzzlefuzz.com/music/ the song is "remember me" I'd like to get people's honest opinion of it. So if you have any thoughts, they would be much apprecated. The other songs on there are just ideas waiting to be turned into songs.
- Mood:
accomplished - Music:MuzzleFuzz - Remember Me (hah!)
| Culinary: | pizza hut buffett | all the pizza you can eat.... can't resist..... |
| Literary: | the Stranger by Albert Camus | depressing stuff |
| Audiovisual: | zodiac movie coming out | can't wait to see this movie about the serial killer that got away |
| Musical: | pink | um well, what can I say, she's the modern day janis joplin |
| Celebrity: | I guess Melissa Joan Hart | most people apparently don't like the lazy eye thing, but I think it makes her interesting. |
Now I tag:-
to complete this same Quiz, Its HERE.
- Mood:
tired - Music:If you are feeling sinister - Belle and Sebastian
- Mood:
full
1.) 3 famous people died, I went to view the body of Mr. Brown
2.) saw the Emotron, which was totally bizarre
3.) hooked up with friends I hadn't seen in like 5 years or something
4.) witnessed a homeless guy selling assault weapons out of a trash bag
5.) witnessed two automobile accidents, one where a van jumped over the median on broad st. (I don't know how that happened)
6.) finished a good deal of the painting of my house
7.) played a show at the playground
8.) spent too much money
9.) gained too much weight
10.) it's new years eve and I'm going to probably drink way too much.
- Mood:
hungry - Music:the stuff in my head
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. (there's always someone that I miss.) | ✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (people think I'm weird) | ✓ I own lots of books. |
| ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. | ✓ I love to play video games. | × I've tried marijuana. |
| ✓ I've watched porn movies. (of course) | ✓ I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. | ✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. |
| ✓ I curse sometimes. | ✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (that's an understatement) | × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
- Mood:
calm - Music:christmas music :)
Before you sacrifice me for liking this music, just give it a listen. It's got a lot more depth to it than you might think.
well, in any event, I'm probably going to see her in concert in feb in atlanta if anyone wants to go.
- Music:history channel
Since I haven't posted here in like 2 months, here's what I've been up to, mainly painting my house. it's a long project, but I think it's turning out nicely.
Other than that my therapy is going well, so well in fact that she think's I'm much better now. I still have her number in case I need it though.
other things are that I'm volunteering again at the ezekial harris house for thanksgiving. and I'm currently in a band, Taming Bacchus, and we are playing at the mission on dec. 8th.
I think that's enough updates for one day. Talk at ya laters!
- Mood:
accomplished - Music:M. A. S. H.





